Author: asitisnow

i did not see the door,
how then can i see it open?
hence not seeing
i know not i am in prison

knowing not in prison
whence is escape
not to mention free?
for the question of bondage was never in mind
hence in oblivion
in darkness
yet unknown.

even if door is known
and open is wide in welcoming
yet unknown is making me stay
for i know not
what is in store for me “out” there

If I am the Sun
I wouldn’t need to express
I am shining upon you
for if I am already That
occurring all the time
expression does not at all
come to mind
for I am already nature, shining

If I am Anger
I wouldn’t need you to know I am angry
for I wouldn’t know any other except angry
for I am nature, Anger

Do I need to express to you
I am breathing
if I already know I can’t be without breathing?

For what is already natural in me
I wouldn’t bring it up as an expression
except to know I am already that

Surely, hence if I were to express something
I am expressing a thing that I am not
except as an experience occurring of that moment
a contrast from any moment before
and taking it as true, I express it to you

If I am Love
I wouldn’t have express
I love you
for if I am already That
being all the time
expression does not at all
come to mind

But if I were to express to you
I love you
I can be sure I am not Love
except an arising of a loving experience
in contrast to what I was not a moment ago.
Hence, how can I then say I am Love?

Love as Unconditional Love
was never an experience
except a realization
And with that realization
you become That
and as you are That
you live as That
without needing to experience That
except your nature is That

Experience is one, Nature is another
With Nature, you are it without you trying to be it
With experience, you are merely savoring briefly
hence experiencing it one more time
when conditions were to arise.

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An echo back… (from a soul seeker)

If You ARE Love
surely there is nothing to express
because
You are That
living as That
not even becoming.

When You ARE Love
You ARE nature
Love as Unconditional Love
even
in the world of conditions
because You ARE Unconditional.

Expressions
only manifestation
of
words, actions
because
once again

You ARE Love
You are That
living as That
As That
Unconditionally
in the midst of conditions.

Experiences
as an end
marked
as unconditioned effect
from unconditioned cause
beginning, ending
concurrently
in
One
as
One
in
conditioned time and space
because it is unconditional.

So
to express not
is unconditioned
to express
is conditioned
in the presence of
the unconditioned.

From nature
to nature
as nature.
From Love
to Love
as Love.

– GG –

Undaunted
unperturbed
she hunts her prey
feeding the hunger
that was never hers to own
yet she is the unknown servant
of Wanting’s need

The hunger never questioned
for Pain was just too unbearable
diverting her attention purposefully
as another scheming way
not one, not two but multitude
so as to blind her
to feed Wanting again

Only
if only once
she were to look into Pain’s eye
she would have been quick to find
her doorway to escape
from Wanting’s grip
and yet it was never that way
neither was it that easy
for anciently it has been scripted
pain is for her to move away

Who would have ever thought
the very pain one detest
is the very door to escape from pain?
how witty the plot has been
to blind her from freedom’s gain
to meeting her Beloved
to Love once again?

Forgiveness – begins her journey out
or Wisdom – awakening to lie
either one, Hunger ends
or else waiting at each end
is Pain beckoning
to meet Wanting’s need
once more, again.

Wake up! Wake up one more time to Pain
mystery so ancient will begin to end
not once, not twice
but many times
again and again
with each step she is Known
as Lover becomes the Beloved.