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This blog is about the mind story – my intimate relationship with the mind. And the stories evolve around my own spiritual growth which includes my own shortcomings, observations and understanding.
Interestingly it was recognizing arrogance that propels me to look at spirituality from a different light, beginning from the Buddha’s teaching to other faith, seeing profound similarities in them. Arrogance swings me from one end of polarity to the other end, humility. And again, only in recognizing both ends was I able to come to my own balance state, the middle path. Both ends have extreme interpretations of good and bad whereas the centre has its understanding of both. The recognition I am talking about is wisdom in working, found in each and everyone of us, when we allow.
And my journey is still evolving and refining, bringing myself back again and again, consistently, allowing wisdom to unfold in me, from extremity to the middle path of non-judgment and non-violence, seeing the world as my own creation and definition.
May you find yourself in these readings and come into your inner peace and freedom.
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Quantum physics defies what Newtonian physics is all about. At the molecular level, the entire game changes. In fact it is totally in opposition to what is.
The same goes with the mind. The world I perceived outwardly is not exactly what I thought it is - a different set of rules reign within.
Beyond the falseness
Truth beckons me.
Welcome aboard!
1. Your Immortal Reality, Garry Renard
2. Disappearance of the Universe, Gary Renard
3. Power of Now, Eckhart Tolle
4. The New Earth , Eckhart Tolle
5. Broken Open, Elizabeth Lesser
6. A Thousand Names for Joy, Byron Katie
7. Zen and the Kingdom of Heaven
8. The 12 Steps of Forgiveness, Paul Ferrini
9. The Silence of the Heart, Paul Ferrini
10. The Silent Road, Wellesley Tudor Pole
11. Beyond the Himalayan, M. MacDonald Bayne
12. The Last Barrier
13. Closing the Circle
14. Notes to Myself, Hugh Prather
15. Bearing Witness, Bernie Glassman
I think I represent many. While “I” am the director, the script writer, the actor etc, I dont seem to be in the real-time movie that “I” “want” to direct, to script-writing, to act in it etc. Most are insatiable when it comes to “wantings”.
If at all there is a nice real time movie like meeting the celebrities, it seems it was not “consciously” conjured up before the event. It was more like “after-event” realisation.
I dont seem to grab by the horn on what exactly is my question here, but, it seems that I am, like many, is the director, writer and actor who seems not to direct, write nor act. Stucked?
I am been reminded by the statement made by my meditation teacher: When I want something I don’t get what I want. What I get is suffering.
Imagine the world as a dream (which in truth is true if you realize it). When you are in the dream you can’t want or change anything simply because it is already an effect, a playout, a optical illusion. It is like a holographic field, the only different is that you can feel, touch, smell etc. As such when you “want” you will not get it, hence the suffering. That reminds me back of The Secret statement: You can have what you want. Byron Katie’s blog puts it the other way round: What you have you can want. I will put a fresh statement on this: What you have is what you have, irrelevant whether you want it or not. Will post an article on this soon.
Thank you.
I am trying to be at peace with idea that I exist “here”, but “there is nothing I can do or want because the moment I want to lift my finger, it will lead to sufferings since everything is already done-deal?”
Am I nothing, at all?
Sorry, I dont know how to put it this exactly as what I feel.