An Era of Waking Up to the Consciousness

What’s the difference between losing 1 million dollars to someone and giving 1 million dollars away to charity? Both, at the end has the same result of 1 million being given up. The only difference is in the consciousness of the beholder who has to face what is lingering in his or her experience. It can be betrayal, or joy, or sleepless night, whatever. Do you notice all these experiences come from the meaning the consciousness puts to each experience?

You can correctly say that because of these meanings, the world we perceive comes to be. Thus, every little idea we have in our consciousness determines how we look at the world. To be exact, we have zillions of ideas in our being, each connected somehow to the another, creating a field of web that we may not able to see the source of its origin. For example, losing 1 million dollar may bring us meaning of betrayal of a similar past event, that may be linked to meaning of unfairness of another occasion, which may further go to meaning of being separated in our childhood. The vast potential of each web is unimaginable but what is important is that every experience are merely meanings or ideas churned somewhere from a past experience, reinforced and believed in, and now seemingly becoming a reality.

To another individual, he or she may view objectively the lost as an important lesson of what can be learned from it. Our present experience is determined by the path our ideas took from beginning of time and now, how we perceive things, are colored by it. Thus each moment of wakefulness is necessary for us to track our consciousness what kind of program of ideas that is running in our head. To be oblivious is to reinforce the idea that is already within – more than that, it brings about new mutation to our already existing ideas.

Basically our happiness or unhappiness are all derived from the consciousness of ideas – the meanings we give to occasions. Yet that is not many of us who wants to hear this as not to face it is much more easier than to open up our cupboard of skeletons. Yet it is only skeletons when we are not willing to see it. Fear is the same – when we ignore it, it seems to increase its might, yet when we face it squarely, it is not that frightening after all. This is the way the mind is conjured – magnifying each experience when we resist or push it away. In the same manner, when we are attach to an experience we are also magnifying it, albeit an optical illusion. When we love someone, the experience seems to magnify our daily experience and make us feel above the cloud. In truth, if Love is our beingness, we need not experience the ups and downs of being above the cloud. Thus if we do, then we have to revaluate whether there is really love in it or merely momentary attachment to the event. It will be easier to realize sooner than later in areas when Jesus shares – where there is special love, there is always special hate. You see, when one can still love when the opposite comes a calling – then we can say we are Love itself.

If our meaning rules our lives, we can consider too that our issues in relationship, money, career, health, etc – in other words, everything – is the meaning of the consciousness, projected out as a life we are living. Now the good news is that you are the player of the game called Life – you are in-charge, responsible and creator of it all. The victim mentality will not hold true anymore as you move from being unconscious to being conscious. Only when you take the bull by the horn, by fully realizing your consciousness in all its deception and reality, will you be able to live the life of True Abundance, a Creator of your own world.

Of Me, From Me, To Me

Every meaning I give about the world must come from me hence it is about me, and for that, each meaning has its origin of me, from me, and to me. “Me” more accurately is the mind itself. When I see a “table”, that meaning is derived from the mind that sees and for that it is about me to take responsibility for what my mind sees. If I dislike the form of that table, that dislike too comes from the mind that interprets and thus it is also my responsibility to acknowledge it is where it comes from. In truth, I need not be responsible for the mind that I am having but since this mind is the only experience I am constantly in, whether I am responsible or not, I have to experience it, except 100% all the time. To take responsibility is to align with reality, so that my mind meaning does not create stress in my experience.

It is like a house that is dirty and unkept. If I am staying in it all the time, never leaving it, I have to face that situation irrelevant whether I accept or not accept it. To accept it as per given state is where I am in, not accepting it is where I am too – both are my own experiences. My house has nothing to do with another’s responsibility, for each of us have our own house to deal with. We have never once exchange houses nor have we left the house. Wherever we go, we bring that house with us. In truth, we are the house itself, since you or me cannot separate ourselves from the mind, at least for now. Hence if I were to choose to experience a neat house, I have to housekeep it first.

Thus when I am faced with an ugly situation, causing me to get upset, that meaning of ‘ugly’ is my mind’s perception and for that I am experiencing ugly – that meaning has never left me – not that the “ugly” is upon something that I see. In the same way, the upset has never left me, though to me it seems it is my right to be upset about it. Yes, I have the right to be upset and for that, upset is my experience – how can it be upon another that I must give responsibility to? I can’t in truth, say “you betrayed me” as that meaning has always come from my mind. For that I am saying “I choose to see betrayal in you” and for that I have to experience what I choose. I can’t not want to experience what comes from that meaning as it is derived of the mind, from the mind and returns to the mind. Can I then said, betrayal is actually me – never once left the source where it comes from at all?

I am entertaining myself all the time with the mind. I am entertaining upset, I am entertaining jealousy, I am entertaining unhappiness, not to mention all the emotions that I have all the time. I am only a victim to my house when I do not choose to be responsible for it – hence whenever you feel victimized you can be sure there is a non-responsibility towards our mind’s meaning. When I choose to clean up the mess I have unknowingly done, I am now choosing to experience what I wish to experience. Only then can I say I am the Master to the house. Only then the Master can experience the world in its pristine state, only to realize the pristine state of the world is deriving from Him, the One who can constantly choose. Only then Love is possible.

an entertainer I am
a joker
a jester
or a clown
or even a devil
a ghost
or a murderer
all witnessed
by myself
for myself
to myself
in the consciousness
here, there, I called the World

Meeting Delusion

Within the mind there’s this unique nature that fools perception into seeing reality in falseness. As long as the falseness is not realized, the reality is kept intact by delusional rightness. No matter how much another were to point out the distinction of its nature, the beholder of the falseness will see naught what is in front of him. That nature is delusion itself. It has the function of creating an optical illusion to what is being experienced. So long as delusion, or maya, is not recognized, one will be not be able to see Reality but instead perceived-reality.

In life, to be able to notice and recognize an object that is totally new and unknown to us, we must beforehand, has sufficient right knowledge and information of its characteristics. Only when complete information is been fully comprehended, what is not known will be known and what is oblivious will become obvious.

As an analogy to train a child to recognize a cat, spelling out c-a-t to him or seeking him to pronounce it will not help him to distinguish what a cat is like. Thus, a wise teacher will illustrate a cat or probably an image of a cat to match the spelling and its pronunciation, at the same time pointing to the child the unique characteristic that constitute a cat.  Having all these information repeatedly shown, when a child were to see an animal, irrelevant whether it is skinny, fat, black, white or furry, what he knows before hand matches what he sees and thus immediately recognize it as a cat and not dog or, for that matter, any other animal. More to that, to the child, a leopard, a tiger, or a civet is also a cat, except in its different form.

Similarly, when we have sufficient information how delusion is like, we will be able to see it in whatever forms delusion takes on. There are no specific curriculum that teaches us how to notice delusion but there are many unique statements made by Masters of the past that points us towards recognizing delusion. Words like “we are never upset for the reason we think it is”, “all betrayals are self-betrayal”, “nothing has permanent nature within it”, “mind is the forerunner of all things” – all these wise statements are pointing to a certain truth that we have yet not realized. These statements are not meant for us to mimic, imitate, or to believe; rather they are meant for us to explore how far these truth are true to our perception.

In truth, all scriptures found in any different faith are all having a common purpose and goal – assisting each individual to come to realize Reality and ultimately Truth; in offering right perception to see through the veil of delusion and thus to bring what was once misperceived to correction. Scriptures are meant to speak directly to each beholder in a very personal way, thus they are not meant as tool for conversion or instilling another. When one realized the true message of a Master and living it, her life becomes an exemplary for others to be inspired.

Scriptures in its rightful purpose are not something for us to segregate another, to rehearse, to challenge, or even to kept in memory without questioning – rather more appropriately, they are directions made for us to explore, to question our fixated misperceptions with relevance to what they expound, so that what is not seen will be seen; what is hidden will be revealed and what is not realized will be realized.

Blindly believing all these truth are insufficient for us to realize the realness of each meaning. Only when we ponder, observe and explore in depth the phrase, each time a certain related experience comes to mind, are we able to potentially come to a deep realization of what the Masters have all the while been conveying.